IckyStyx

what's up y'all i'm still alive im just rly fkin depressed ahaha

So I ordered a new Huion DWH69 off of Amazon on Saturday and it got here hella early.

And guys

I am loving this tablet

It was literally like $60 but it's amazing. This thing is enormous. And it draws so. s o. smooth. The pen just glides across the surface. Plus it's wireless so ayyyyyy.

And it came with two pens which is great because I somehow always manage to break tablet pens.

I've always had Wacom tablets and I was really skeptical about getting one from a different brand but I needed one. Bad. Like, the entire back of my Intuos kept falling off and I lost the cord so there was a 3" phone charger jammed into the back of it and I had to use a dock for an old network card as an extension cord. On top of that my Intuos is teeny tiny and always makes my hand cramp up because it's just too small for me. It was supposed to just be a temporary thing after my Bamboo broke after six-ish years but four years later I was still using the thing.

But this one was really inexpensive and I've heard some good things about Huion so I went for it and I have absolutely zero regrets. For $60 this thing was a damn steal.

If anyone wants to check it out, I got it from here!

Hey, all, especially those I interact with on a regular basis.
I kinda dropped off the face of the Earth from all social media for a while. After my ex left me I really fell apart something awful. I lost two jobs within mere months of each other and wound up moving somewhere that put me into a really emotionally and mentally straining situation (and said place didn't have any internet), and to top it all off my brother, my only sibling, passed away. I wasn't drawing or talking to anyone or doing anything that I usually do. I was just a shell of my former self and couldn't even look at myself in the mirror because I was terrified of the ghost I saw staring back. I wound up falling into my absolute all-time low and engaging in really unhealthy activities to a point where my very life was at risk.
But I am proud to announce that I've made a complete turnaround in my life. I'm doing far better nowadays. I have reconnected with old friends and made new ones and even found a phenomenal lover and they have all helped me tremendously. I'm honestly happier now than I've been since before my grandmother passed when I was in the 6th grade. Sure, things are still kind of rough, I still have some challenges I need to overcome, but I know now that I can handle them and that things are going to be okay. The worst has passed and after what I've gone through I came out as a much stronger person.
I am aware that I have some commissions that I still need to work on and I apologize for the long delay. I apologize to those clients and will do what I can about that as soon as possible. I lost all motivation to work and it took a lot for me to get it back. I understand if you are upset.
Back and here to stay, the new Maddie.

in other news my boyfriend left me last week after admitting that he hasn't loved me for at least a year
because that's totally ok to do to someone with mental issues  

anyway i've been crashing at my buddy's house because he's scared i'm gonna kms or something
i already had a ton of shit going on aside from him pulling that shit so my mental state has been awful

hi i'm totally responsible with my money